So this is truly the story of my life right now:
I met a guy a week ago sunday for drink and some ski-ball. It was an instant “WoW! Where have you been all my life?” Moment. The night went well and we both were completely falling for eachother. He came back to my house, there was some making out, and movie watching. Culminating in falling asleep in one anothers arms. I woke up the next day and he was still in my arms. I called in sick and we spent the rest of the morning cuddling and kissing. Totally amazing right?
Fast forward to today. He texted me and said ” I have to move back to Alaska.” “My father is ill and I have to move back home.” He called me shortly in tears ” I love you. I fell in love with you the moment we met. I want us to marry and have kids.” This is what this beautiful man told me. Followed by ” but I can’t right now, I have to take care of family.” With that I told him how I felt and how I would never keep him from his family. He broke down in tears and said I was the most amazing man ever. As stupid as it is I fell in love with him the moment I set eyes on him. I cannot ask him to stay and would never think of doing it. I am not a selfish man. I Love you Z. And now I am heartbroken.
This is the story of my life. My Unicorn walks into my life and I was wrong. He was a Pegasus. Still as beautiful but with wings to fly him away.